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Name: Alex
Gender: Male
Interests: Writing, reading, thinking, looking, watching, seeing, taking note of, analyzing, overanalyzing, gaming, talking, contemplating, arguing, debating; ee cummings, books, pens, william blake, chocolate, pie, music, bass, tuba,
Expertise: Being fucking awesome.
Occupation: Student
Industry: STUFF MAN STUFF
Message: message me
Member Since:
11/23/2005
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| I love the Jerk. It's one of my favorite movies. I love watching it, and I love the way people think it's so weird.
Maybe a bit kind of going on dates with a girl lately. It's been rad.!
That is all.
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| Let me tell you a story. There are times when I wish I was a great person. That I was some sort of idealized, heroic figure, that could be anything to anyone. That I was not a using, terrible person. That I could show people that I was a nice dude without just being a huge asshole. But, that's not exactly who I am. I'm avoidant. I'm unfriendly. I'm frequently unhappy. I'm not the right person for so many situations. It doesn't matter if I wish these things were true--they simply aren't. The truth of the matter is that I'm not ideal. I'm extremely flawed. And I rarely know what's good for me. I wish I could explain this to you. I wish I could tell you how terrible I feel because of who I am. I wish I could not be me sometimes, but I pretty much always am. What can you do with that? Nothing, i suppose. | | |
| good lord i am a terrible person | | |
| Xanga,
Some essential truths:
It's been a LONG ass time since I've had sex.
I like HBO's Rome more when I drink.
See item 1.
Lost is always fun.
The end
More later! | | |
| The irony in this situation is that I'm sitting right here and we both know it, you know? | | |
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